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John Holmes Motherfucker - 2015-06-01

Please don't make this about me.

I thought it was great that we gave Repomancer a proper send off, but Zoe needs a memorial, too. I don't care if she posted rude things about my prostate. She spoke to us from a state of homelessness, which was remarkable. She died in a remakably horrible way, stabbed in the neck in a McDonalds parking lot by a boyfriend. The worst part is that she died remarkably young. She was just 23.

According to her friend, she really loved POE.

She must have had some issues. Her family bought her a house, yet she ended up homeless. I don't know how that happens, but it tells me that her family really cared for her.

Her family is now caring for that beautiful, noble-looking dog, whose name is Momma.


lotsmoreorcs - 2015-06-01

thank you


Bort - 2015-06-01

I approve of this. This was proper.

We may be a den of broken degenerates, but there ain't a broken degenerate here who isn't important on some level.


Anaxagoras - 2015-06-01

I have 2 questions:

1) How did you find out about this?

2) Is lotsmoreorcs like Robin, where people keep assuming the mantle because the idea is more important than the individual holding the office? Because if so, I totally want to sign up for the next vacancy. It sounds like lotsmoreorcs tend to come to bad ends, but it would be worth it to have that online handle.


Scrotum H. Vainglorious - 2015-06-01

Damn only 23.


John Holmes Motherfucker - 2015-06-01

I found out about it from Evil Homer, who posted a link to an article in the RIP Repomancer, but I couldn't get the link to work, so I did some google searches until I found what I believed to be the right person. I was a little nervous. I'm quite relieved.

I think lotsmoreorcs is back to being one person now. She can answer that.


ashtar. - 2015-06-01

At least "Pete from Birmingham" and "Otter" have access to the account.

I'm really touched by the way you slipped a single frame of a dick (I assume yours) into this video around 2:10. It's what she would have wanted.


John Holmes Motherfucker - 2015-06-01

No, but I think she would have wanted you to ride me a little. For old times' sake.


EvilHomer - 2015-06-01

Damn, John, I would ride you all fucking night for doing this. No homo.

You, uhhh, dick picture needing-to-take manatee with, umm, too many cats. *sniff*


lotsmoreorcs - 2015-06-01

dick pics or a facial (no matter how small or innocuous) would probably be enough to free her from any remainder of the physical plane and see her ascend to the next level...


lotsmoreorcs - 2015-06-01

oh wow, 'orcs' facial TATTOO. but i don't think anyone is reasonably expecting that. still it would be, above all things, a badge to symbolize the power and significance of interpersonal relationships. as much as zoe went in on john, i know that she spent a lot of time viewing what i think was his private youtube channel, actually kind of charmed by his granpa-gen-x'er vibe, and secretly interested in finding out more about him and his life. i kind of suspect the relentless flaming had some undercurrent of affection, although the uglier stuff that started to rise up after her passing didn't have quite the same tilt. that and the stuff about her being the girl from IT, and the gun fetish bragging and aimless assaults on perceived "nervous, balding hand-wringers" were bullshit as far as i'm concerned and would be more at home on 4chan or fucking mediatakeout or the like. i know she stated on more than one occasion that at the next stick and poke tattoo party she kept going on about how she was going to get DIE JHMF or something to try and elicit some sort of internet challenge or the like, but i know for a fact once she started to actually dive into the non-poe stuff John posted she found herself drawn to his musings more and more. i remember her saying anyone who had a steel bar through their cock was good for a roll in the hay because of the new and exciting spots it hit, and when she heard him talking about his previous piercings she went wild with hysterics about how complicated and conflicted her feelings about him were getting. i normally wouldn't have shared or even remembered all this stuff but John's involvement with this tribute video along with the eerie weirdness of the thanks given in the above comments has brought up a lot of great memories that were less fleeting than i thought. wow, sorry, REAL STONED here...


John Holmes Motherfucker - 2015-06-01

She once speculated that my prostate was the size of a tangerine, and I told her it was a VERY SMALL tangerine.


John Holmes Motherfucker - 2015-06-01

OMG that's amazing. I don't know where she picked that up, but the anecdote about the steel rod is, like the Human Centipede, 100 per cent medically accurate, although I took it out a long time ago.


fedex - 2015-06-01

hear hear


Accidie - 2015-06-01

This whole situation really got to me-
Thanks for putting this together.


infinite zest - 2015-06-01

Yeah did you put this together JHM? I guess I always assumed your real name is John. Also probably my favorite Lou Reed song. I've lived with plenty of folks who hop trains and live a life of freedom, and I've always wanted to join them but various things have always held me back. She might have only been 23 but she saw much more of the world than most of us ever will in our entire lives. See you in Valhalla.


John Holmes Motherfucker - 2015-06-01

Yeah, this is actually reedited from a video I posted a couple years ago in 73Q. The way it was put together, there were big long segments with nothing but ocean. When I added the pics it all fit together perfectly, like it had been waiting for her.


lotsmoreorcs - 2015-06-01

So...Holy shit on several counts. First off, I am blown away by the level of care and empathy on display here, especially coming from John, who Zoe as well documented throughout the annals of Poe could have only rightfully considered something of an arch nemesis, this is touching and moving stuff that filled me with more
Emotion than I really believed I was still able to muster about this whole situation. Tuki here and as I stated earlier I have changed the password to the orcs account with the blessing of several of Zoe's closest friends in an attempt to stifle some of the venomous aggression coming from the actual street kids who surrounded Julia at the time of her death, I am assuming most of them are in New Orleans still as that area is notoriously sticky because of the relatively good money and cheap, fat foils of high grade dope. But MORESO I have to say holy shit because although I'm sure no one will believe me, I have no idea where the above "thank you" could have come from because it did not come from me and I sincreley can't figure someone would be able to guess the new one as it is an old variant of an ancient AIM password I used to use probably ten years ago and contains a random somewhat involved string of letters and numbers at the end. I have not been drinking or using so there is no chance I typed that out in a blackout so it is really leaving me perplexed amazed and a little fucking freaked out that apparently there is some possibility that the spiritual or metaphysical weight of JHMs gesture may have actually coaxed some final response from her from between the spheres. I swear on my mother and my little sisters lives that I did not type that response and maintain that it's near impossible that someone could have slipped back in from guessing a password that not only have I never shared with anyone but I also changed enough that even if I had no amount of experimentation or randomization could have yielded it. So, holy shit John Shaman Motherfucker I think you may very well be some sort of medium...? Ya holy shit


John Holmes Motherfucker - 2015-06-01

WOW... I don't know what to say to that. Oh wait . Yes I do.

You're welcome.


lotsmoreorcs - 2015-06-01

Oof and in a dramatic plot twist having finally gotten the video to load that is not actually her. If you want to try again her Facebook was Facebook.com/marathonjulia. Still the conundrum with the thank you comment I cannot yet explain...


John Holmes Motherfucker - 2015-06-01

Well, that just sucks. Here's where I got the pix.

http://photos.nola.com/4500/gallery/julia_anderson_killed/inde x.html#/0


John Holmes Motherfucker - 2015-06-01

I don't get it. Did the newspaper fuck it up?


John Holmes Motherfucker - 2015-06-01

Okay, Tuki , help me out. What about all these other details? The McDonalds Parking Lot? The Dog named Momma? We can't come this far, and tell someone else's story.


John Holmes Motherfucker - 2015-06-01

http://tinyurl.com/qhmgakf

Is this her?


lotsmoreorcs - 2015-06-01

wow, ok, i guess the road took more of a toll than i realized i did not recognize the younger pre-street life photos of her but i guess they ARE the same, I don't have a very big screen to watch on and it's very cracked


lotsmoreorcs - 2015-06-01

yes john the dropbox photo is def her, as i know and remember her, those other photos must be from when she was way younger. i guess it's a clear cut example of the blatantly corrosive effect of alcoholism and hard drugs. looking back on my own photos i have to say the degradation is more apparent than i thought. sorry for waxing poetic on the whole thing, i am very very stoned on some california medicines. as far as i know, otter (who departed for Austin about a week ago with a few of the Flying Thumbs crew of which he is also a member). also, i thought it might be pertinent to share now that she has passed that rumor has it that julia knew people who were present during the roseville murder of a super green college kid by some really dangerous schwilly kids and was super conflicted about whether their claimed non-involvement was genuine. she still wouldn't speak to police but it shows how different she was than the more dangerous scum emerging out here, scum like the "kid" (hes 38 fucking years old) who took her life. it's kids like these, stabby, blacked out, desperate sociopaths who are turning this lifestyle into a horrific trail of chaos and senseless death snaking its way all throughout the nooks and crannies of every major city in the U.S. if i didn't have my road dogs i don't know what i would be or how many times over i would have been raped, killed, or exposed to something even more horrific. i have lost 30 friends in the past 3 years if i've lost one.


EvilHomer - 2015-06-01

Hey Tuki, the guy there, Jim, is that her step-dad?


lotsmoreorcs - 2015-06-01

*as far as i know otter and "pete" (who i have never met but i think i remember julia speaking about vaugely as being a good guy for a house punk) no longer have access to the account and i am the sole current operator...besides weird poltergeist shit of course


John Holmes Motherfucker - 2015-06-01

Well, that's a relief, anyway. The facebook pictures are really beautiful.


lotsmoreorcs - 2015-06-01

homer, i did not grow up with julia i know she spent time in chicago and upstate new york, where her real dad lives


EvilHomer - 2015-06-01

Also, I've been meaning to ask; who's the beardo that shows up a lot on her Facebook? Is that one of her friends, or the 38 year old fucking fuck whom you will be putting away for life?


EvilHomer - 2015-06-01

If Otter and Pete are reading this, you should sign up for new accounts. Registration is open again, I think, and you dudes were pretty cool. We need lots more lotsmoreorcs.


lotsmoreorcs - 2015-06-01

No Miles was black I'm pretty sure you can find a pic of him somewhere linked to one of the original nola articles, be warned it make your blood boil imagine him smacking her around. I don't know what she was thinkig she was reckless


John Holmes Motherfucker - 2015-06-01

If you search you'll find some racist sites that collect stories of black people committing crimes against white people, and they all picked up the story.


EvilHomer - 2015-06-01

Sorry to hear about your other friends, Tuki. I know how it can be; I mentioned this on other orcs videos, but one the reasons I liked Zoe so much was because I spent some time on the streets, too - once right out of highschool, and then again after getting out of the Army. My first ever girlfriend lived in her car for about four years straight, and while only ONE of my friends was a self-described crustie (she's currently settled down in a house just up the street from me, married to, of all people, the dude whom I wound up crashing with after my own post-highschool "road trip"), I knew a lot of street rats of all stripes. I've had more than a few friends die on me, too - pretty much all of them from ODs, including, in a really fucking tragic twist of fate, my oldest friend's *mom*, who was forced onto the streets after a downward spiral of heroin, oxies, and prostitution arrests. And now, I work with a lot of homeless people over at the VA - mostly older, "homebum" vets with substance issues and PTSD, although there's an increasingly large number of 20-to-30-something OEF vets, male and female, getting scooped up by the streets (pretty much all of whom are well-used to violence, which obviously helps but can lead to more trouble). We're trying to house as many of them as possible, get them off the streets and into Section 8, but there's only so much you can do, especially when half of them would rather not deal with all the bullshit that comes with staying put in one place and going all domesticated, even to the point of preferring the road.

You stay fucking safe yourself, right? And if you find a way out and you want to take it, do. My crustie buddy, the one I mentioned earlier, she had no regrets about riding the rails for years, but now she's married and getting fat and she's loving every minute of it. Still broke, still smoking way too much pot, but nobody's getting raped and nobody's getting stabbed, so all in all it's a good deal.


lotsmoreorcs - 2015-06-01

Thanks homer, "homie" as I am learning your nickname was around the camp fire here. It's good work that you're doing.


John Holmes Motherfucker - 2015-06-01

But her name is Julia Anderson?


EvilHomer - 2015-06-01

I really wish we had a super-favorite button here, because a five-and-fave rating does not do this justice.


John Holmes Motherfucker - 2015-06-01

Everyone I've ever known, however distantly, who was murdered, was a woman who was killed by a boyfriend. I think that makes four.


John Holmes Motherfucker - 2015-06-01

Was the guy in the facebook pics a good guy? They look like they're having a great time.


EvilHomer - 2015-06-01

Yeah, that's why I wanted to know. I'm glad it's not Miles.


lotsmoreorcs - 2015-06-01

And john, thank you again with what you did today. This has been and incredible healing experience. I think for us all. And I am pretty sure we know that for sure because Zoe herself chimed in, and I believe that with God as my witness, and let Him strike us all done individually and with malice in the next week if I'm mistaken. Blessings, everyone.


John Holmes Motherfucker - 2015-06-01

Well, how about if you're lying? If you're merely mistaken, I'd like Jehovah to let it slide.


gmol - 2015-06-01

I could barely keep up with poenews/tv characters and drama, often having no idea how anyone found out anything about anybody.

Moments like this is why I still love reading what people write here.


John Holmes Motherfucker - 2015-06-01

Someone should make a video of Zoe's Facebook pix, because those are REALLY GOOD PICTURES that tell us way more about Zoe than these newspaper shots. I'll do it myself if no one else does, but only after a decent interval. I don't want to exploit her memory by using it as a springboard for my own ego trip.

In fact, best reason why a follow up video of "ZOE'S FACEBOOK PIX" is called for is because it will be more Zoe, less me. So I'll do that after a decent interval say 1-3 months, if no one else takes the initiative.


Jet Bin Fever - 2015-06-02

There are too many broken little girls that run away from home and get lost along the way. The pictures of her with the dog (gutter punks and dogs, right?) are heartbreaking compared to the others. She looks a LOT older than her age... like someone in their late 30s at least. Homelessness is a terrible thing that needs to be actively combated to keep vulnerable people like her from relying on psychotic boyfriends and the limited kindness of strangers.
Nice video John. I still think you're a weird creep when it comes to young women, and I think anyone here would agree... but hey, if that means you can crank out a nice memorial video for a stranger, so be it.


John Holmes Motherfucker - 2015-06-02

>>I still think you're a weird creep when it comes to young women, and I think anyone here would agree

It was really important that you say that, wasn't it?

I remember having a long discussion with you, when I invited you to tell me what you meant by that, and you really couldn't. It's a vague feeling that you have. I'm not entirely unsympathetic to it, but I've never done or said or even thought anything wrong, and I'm just wondering how many more years we're going to be talking about this?

I'm not even into Boxxy that much anymore. It's a phase I went through, like the Henry Miller phase I went through in my twenties.It's important , but the whole point is to grow beyond it.


Bort - 2015-06-02

"Nice video John. I still think you're a weird creep when it comes to young women, and I think anyone here would agree"

I wouldn't; "weird creep" is way overstating the case as I see it. When I see evidence of an older man trying to get somewhere with a young woman, that's when he becomes a creep. John doesn't go there as far as I can tell.

What I see more is people looking for an excuse to go after someone, and John will do.


Jet Bin Fever - 2015-06-08

I'm just saying that if something involves a young female he is SUPER INVOLVED with it, whereas if it's a male he doesn't seem to be. He wouldn't have made two of these things for a dumpy beardo guy here, but since it's for a young female, he made two of them.


casualcollapse - 2021-11-12

damn your EYES JHMF, you needed more yt accounts to spared your stuff around


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